My whole world has been turned upside down. I have lost my grandma, who was actually more like my mom, and the love of my life of six years. I feel like I am all alone and don't know which way to go or who to turn to since my two best friends are gone. I need God to ease this immense heart ache that will not even ease up for 1 second and to fill the hollowness that has overtaken my heart, mind, and soul. Please God I ask you in the name of Jesus to just let me feel ok agian, please, I beg you!