I am so tired of being alone. I am 41, no parents, no kids, so many jobs/activities to fill my days, I'm tired, I'm lonely, I'm not happy in this world. I've prayed since I was 15 for my own family, I want a christian man to see the virtuous woman I am, I know it is in God's time but 41 years waiting, waiting, this is not/was not/never was my desire. I am hurt for being alone and uncared for for so long in this world.