So I found out that experiencing anxiety and depression are not at all foreign to Christians, and I was so encouraged to fight it when I rad an article about it by a pastor. I just hope that I may be able to find my strength and wisdom in God and that others who are like me will also breakthrough this the right way. I hope that whatever we are all going through, we can humble ourselves and be comfortable in knowing that God always listens and he is always there. This way, we dont have to be ashamed or we dont have to call ourselves weak or damaged Christians. we are only challenged. And let us all remember that God gives his greatest battles to his strongest soldiers. we just have to find it within, where He is.