I have faith that moves mountains. I want to move planets. Some days, like today, it seems like I can't find the faith to remember that:
(1) I'm always in good hands. The Creator's.
(2) I'm not going to leave this planet, until He calls my name.
(3) Angels are protecting me according to psalm 91 and the Glory of the Lord is my rear guard according to Isaiah 58:8
(4) I will always have everything I *NEED* because I've sought first The Creator and His right-standing (despite the fact I'm wayyyy off sometimes) in agreement with Matthew 6:33, and Psalm 23 reminds me that the Lord is my provider and guide (shepherd) and I shall not want. (I will have everything I need)
I mean, I remember these things, obviously, or else I wouldn't be able to recall them.
I just don't FEEL them. I face homelessness in 2 days, which is no big deal for me, despite the oncoming cold weather (welcome to Canada) but I don't want my freind and roommate Ted to have to suffer it. It's not fun and hard to get used to. Sometimes it made me so emotionally charged that I was hanging on my last thread. (being homeless and the lifestyle that comes with it)
Thanks for your help.