First off, thank you all for your prayers up until this point. I have drawn great comfort in knowing that I have had an army of prayer warriors interceding on my behalf. For a while I felt hope again, and I felt as though God was hearing my prayers. I prayed that His will be done, but openly prayed for my relationship to work out. We had a long ways to go in order to repair things between Us, but we were making progress.. Then, last night..well, I'm not sure what happened. I'm still reeling from it all, but I think we're finally done. I began to pray for understanding, and peace. I was okay until this morning, where little everything is reminding me of her and I feel sorrow, pain, and grief creeping into my soul.

I ask for your prayers through this difficult time. Prayers for strength, faith, and hope. Pray for her, please. Pray for me. Pray for Us. I still haven't fully given up, but I don't know where she stands. I need to rely on God through this all, and I pray that I remember that. I need so many prayers, I feel as though I'm falling apart at the seams. Please pray for me...