I really hate to say anything but I'm losing hope fast. I have been waiting for SSD for over 2 yrs now. Depression is kicking my put and I'm lossing my will to go on. I didn't ask for the accident I was in to happen but it did and God was with me or I would be dead right now. I know Hes still with me but I am wondering why all this has happened and why am I here. The pain is so bad all the time and meds don't work anymore.. why won't God just let me come Home to Him? Sorry I really need prayer and am reaching out to you.. Thanks so much.. Sandy