My husband left me 2 1/2 weeks ago. Said he had feelings for another woman. A supposed friend. We'd been married 12 yrs. I'm still in shock hurt, angry all emotions. He's moved all of his things out and says he's not coming back. The part I don't understand is that just less than 48 hours before he told me he was still in love with me. I pray that God helps me to understand this and helps to heal. I feel like I've fallen into a black hole and am closing my heart off so it won't get hurt anymore.Please pray for me