A lot of things has happened this year. And though I never meant any harm, people has pushed me to be angry at them. I am so angry that it consumes people. People who I don't know, gets into my life and try to make stories about me for things I did not do. Although some are true, which I accept, but the worst is that people talk behind, stuff that are completely exaggerated versions of story, which you want to ignore because there are petty things. But really the fact is it hurts, and my heart is bleeding because of people, who have been taking advantage of my silence and my vulnerability.

I wish I was really bad that I can accept what is being talked about. But what I do not accept is, this people who judge are pointing fingers at me as if their own hands are clean.

And it is affecting the people I love and I am afraid of losing the person that I love because of all the things that is happening. I have been mugged, lied to, talked about, taken advantage. I have been blinded. And I want revenge but I know I cannot do it.

So I ask everyone to please pray for me that I take away this anger in my heart. That i need more prayers for my loved ones that they be always protected from harm. please pray also for those people who make all the lies, to realize what they are doing is wrong. And its sad, that you expect people to be older than you are but those people are the ones who are doing nasty and immature things.