Wow, I'm up with an excruciating headache because of stressful situations. I just ask for prayer in keeping my mind on God and not continue to let the enemy distract and discourage me with personal and financial issues. My loved ones are al going through this and that and I am in no position to help in any capacity and that burdens me and caused me to withdraw ad I hate to withdraw cause I'm a peoples person and I thrive off people but when I can't help them I feel like I'm hurting them even more. I used to know the things to say to help push people and even myself to greater levels but somehow I lost myself, I lost myself in me, in my sickness, in my financial struggles, in my friends who reject and use me. I don't feel nobody excepts me for me its always a "reason" why they love me or do things for me not simply cause God woke me up. I used to think mentally ad emotionally I had it all together now I feel shaky, weak, and uncertain......Please keep me lifted in prayer I don't think people even think enough of me to pray for me..... I need prayer!!!