I am in the verge of decision making this not a major problem however things seems so hard to start all over again... Its fear and adjustments that tend to stop me from moving on... plus the inevitable fact that my long term room mate that i considered as like my aunt had to move on to since her age is a retiring age thus my hospital gave her an automatic exit or termination from work... this gave me more tension. Please Lord God I pray for strength to hold my self as like you always do may I have the light that you given me to spread optimism, I may had failed this pass few months thus I remain positive. Grant me Oh Lord courage, I shall always believe in my faith for you have held me thru my greatest and darkest days. Thank you Lord.. So help me God. Amen