I am feeling sad and discouraged, A year ago my marriage of 23 years was broken up from my husband having an affair. This time of the year is hard for me. I have trusted God this whole time but it is getting harder to see my blessing that I am promised. I still hurt and it hurts to see my husband still with this other woman. I know God has a plan for me because my husband cheated off and on. I am a woman that loves God and has a very big heart. I feel alone this holiday and just want my joy back. I am standing on Gods promise that everything happens for a reason and that he has a plan. I just want my heart to heal so I can move on and find happiness. I did not turn to the world or another man during this year and I am proud of myself for that but now I am starting to doubt and I know the devil is a liar and that my promise is coming. Please pray for my heart to be healed and my joy to return! Thank you all so much~