Lord, I pray that you guide me to what You think is best for me.. I am so lost, confused and in so much pain right now. I lived this year knowing that I would soon prepare for marriage after being in the relationship for 11 years. Lord, how can I deal with all the people who knew I was going to get married? How do I explain that it didn't work out without them criticizing me and him? Lord, how do I spend my days now? How do I move on? Please help me God. Please guide my thoughts and feelings. Please be with me. Amen. To all those who are part of this community, thank you so much for praying with me. I also pray that God will be with you in all aspects of your life.