I am angry and I am angry at God. I know that I shouldn't be. He loves me and I love Him. But today, I am angry. Please pray for me to move past this anger and to understand WHY things are happening they way they are happening. I just don't understand. I don't understand why people who don't want children get to have them. I don't understand why people who harm their children get to have children.....why not me? Why is this not working for us? I have the faith and I believe, but I just don't understand WHY He is asking us to wait. Each time is heartbreaking and tests my faith. This time, I am beyond sad. I am mad.

Please pray for me to move past my anger for Him and for me to understand.