This year was very hard for me. Still is. One way or another I have lost everybody I was realy close with. It is hard to live alone, knowing it is impossible to hug and hold the person you love the most or to be hugged and feel the support of life... I will have to wait a long time to meet them again - in Heaven. Please help me pray for the souls here and there, to find peace, to feel true love I share with them every moment. Please help me pray for my soul, for me, to survive this hard time and find a purpose of life again.