I lost my brother on December 12, 2014, it was totally unexpected. He was only 43 years old, and my only sibling. I am having such a hard time with him not being with me. We were very close, and every day is such a struggle for me to even get out of bed. I try really hard to be strong, I have four children, they were also very close to their uncle. I don't want them to see me upset, and I find myself crying all the time. Please pray for me. Thanks so much!!