I am so stressed, tired, lonely! My brother was murdered on October 31, 2014! I thought that I dealt well with the death and preparation uo to the burial, but just feeling the strain of it all! Whilst I tried to be strong and comforted my children and other family members, I still feel so over-whelmed. tired, stressed!
I trust God, but my faith is so weak (like the fisher-men before they cast their nets). Now the devil using the children's behaviour to hurt me --- they have become so ungrateful and disrespectful ---- it has become a nightmare living in the same house with them! I am tired of crying because of them! I am tired of eating once per day when they would sit in the very same house and eat in my presence! I have been sick and they have never been sympathetic to my needs, groanings or pains! I want to leave that house but cannot afford to right now! I need your spiritual help and guidance! I need your prayers! Thanks!