Dear Lord,
As I lay in bed and try to pray my mind gets so swamped and cannot concentrate..I ask many questions, WHY? I feel that you are not here for me. Please Lord help me to know you are here. I lost some very dear people all within 6 months. My favorite Aunt, My sister, My stepmom in law and just a few days ago my Mother that I took care of for 6 months from a fall that she never healed. My son was sent to prison, he is a drug addict. So many things going on in my life. I pray for strength, guidance, understanding and healing of this pain in my heart that hurts so much from losing my loved ones, one rigt after the other.. I pray my son in prison becomes a stronger person as he appears to be doing. I do thank you for intervening and saving him. Thank you for letting my mom go peacefully, she suffered for so long as did my sister.. Lord I also ask that you deal with my stepsister who stole from my dying mother, her money and from me, and the horrible things she is saying. May you reach into her heart and show her the kindness that she should be showing and to respect her family. May she feel guilt for the theft and tears she put upon my mother and us as we had to watch my mother just cry over and over about this.. He hard earned money..
In Jesus name I pray
Amen