Feeling broken and forgotten....lost and forsaken....always living in a world of lack.....faking a smile so no one else sees....tired of struggling...tired of hanging on...tired of keeping up walls....tired of fighting....tired of trying to survive in world that is so brutal .. So harsh...so cruel ......tired of never belonging anywhere....tired of never fitting in.....tired of feeling alone in this journey...tired of trying to live.......weary....oh so weary