Very lost. Who are real friends, so many turn in moment even after years of friendship they have new friends ect..... Feeling left behind........ Missing my Mom and baby grandaughter really bad this time......... Been alone 9yrs waiting, is there anyone for me??.......... I know Gods words and His love and Mercy. I know Grace is not fair and neither is this world......... Please I ask to keep walking forward and not let those that are lost and so materialistic affect me. For they are just passings in life and not my life. Allow the offense and hurt feelings I hold to pass on so I may continue to have compassion in my heart for others................................ Thankyou in Jesus wonderful name, Amen. And thankyou so much Lord for all the Good I do have in my life.............................