prayers for a loving God to shine mercy on my son and I - and if it be his will - for my ex-husband to end his affair and begin to work toward making amends to repair our relationship and with his son and to stop running away from the man that God wants him to be. If it be his will - if not -please send me a loving man soon - I am exhausted and tired of all the pain and suffering. Please show my son that there is a loving and kind and merciful God - and one that is mightly and who will bring justice and peace to his Mom and to him. Amen.