Hi guys. Ok I'm Bianca alot of people call me wolf. Becuase. Ive been trough pain for my whole life long and i never gave up trough it all like a wolf i kept on fighting to the end but.. I'm going trough alot of pain and its really hard not to give up. My mom was an alcoholic, she tried to cummit sucide, my exes slept with girls, the guy who i love with my whole life was used for s*x with a girl for a couple of times and its really hard for me to control my anger i have in me and i end up hurting myself or people around me when i loose it. But sometimes like now it feels like God is so far away from me... It feels like... I just wanna cry and just go to sleep and never wake up again really i do.. Please guys your prayers would help ALOT and please pray that God would get close to me and answer me.. And that i would find a way to see my boyfriend soon again and help him trough all his pain... Thank you all. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!