Dear GOD.Please help me to understand whats my purpose in life.Im a bit devastated with whats goin on in my life,im trying to be strong on everything but deep inside im broke.Im always crying ,I married a person who never listens to my concerns esp. when im in pain & crying or when im in trouble. I just wanted to have somebody understands me and listen to me, to talk to and companion but i feel like im walking alone in the mall with my big blessing my gurl. He is always away from us for hardware / for car accessories everytime,,, when at home he always infront of the computer or doin smething on his car,when in bed beside me , he focused in his movies and never talks to me and ignored me and tells me his watching ,Ive been waiting for somebody for 24 yrs to grow old with ,talk laugh with .but waht happened ? Please make me strong and let the satisfaction instill in my heart....Im so down and tired ...