FATHER I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE TODAY, I ASK FOR PRAYERS THAT THE FATHER HEALS MY HEART, I AM SO BITTER RIGHT NOW... I HAVE GIVEN MY HEART TO SOMEONE OVER THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS AND I REALLY LOVE HIM BUT I FEEL LIKE HE ONLY LOVES ME WHEN ITS CONVEINANT FOR HIM. HE SAYS THAT HE IS HAPPY AND HE LOVES ME BUT WHEN SOMETHING DOSENT GO THE WAY HE WANTS IT TO IN HIS LIFE I BECOME A SOUNDING BOARD... I DONT MIND LISTENING IF THAT IS WHAT YOU NEED ME TO DO BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BEAT ME UP WITH IT AS IF ITS MY FAULT...I HAVE A GOOD HEART AND I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE AND PEOPLE SEE THAT SO THEREFORE I GET HURT SO EASY...I GIVE ALL OF ME AWAY TO THOSE THAT NEED ME BUT WHEN ITS MY TURN I AM ALONE I AM TRYING TO BREAK THIS HABIT OF LOVING OTHERS MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF BUT I DONT KNOW HOW...FATHER PLEASE GUIDE MY FOOTSTEPS AND MY HEART AND LEAD ME DOWN THE PATH THAT YOU HAVE CHOOSEN FOR ME, I PROMISE NOT TO STRAY OR TAKE THE SIDE ROADS FATHER I NEED TO BE FREE FROM THIS PRISON THAT I CALL MY HEART...