Well the time has come for me to possibly move on from the 4 year relationship to my fiancé...he just keeps making excuses to not get married and I feel very used. I need the money to move on and Gods guidance...I am 60 and I really do not want to start my life over but I know I deserve better. I thought this man was more dedicated to God and his faith and find now that is not so. It been like being on a roller coaster and he refuses to believe he does no wrong.