Lord? How are you? I MISS YOU :( Lord I know that before I write down you are in my side and I do not know how I am now. I am still effective daughter of YOURS? Lord, I HONESTLY emotionally depressed because I do not know who to believe. Lord, i ask for your guidance and forgiveness-forgiveness if there are times that I am so hard headed and I let myself to be far from you because of my sins :( :( I am sad and I do not know where to find my strength. Lord, I KNOW DURING HIGH SCHOOL days all i think is all about ACTS AND HOW O GRADUATE BUT NOW THAT I AM HERE IN COLLEGE I FIND IT DIFFICULT NOT JUST FROM THE SUBJECTS I AM TAKING IN BUT BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW WHO TO CHOSE IS IT LOVE OR STUDY? YES, I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DECIDE. LORD MAY YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CHOSE WHAT IS RIGHT AND MAY YOU REMIND ME OF YOUR LOVE THAT YOUR LOVE IS GREATER THAT ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND RENEW MY LIFE THAT I CAN STAND ALONE WITHOUT ASKING HELP from him ESPECIALLY IN FINANCIAL TERMS. I KNOW IT IS NOT EASY TO DECIDE, BUT MAY YOU GIVE ME STRENGHT AND MAY YOU COMFORT ME THAT WHEN I LOSE IT I WILL UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE YOUR PURPOSE. I AM TIRED OF MY LIFE LORD WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU OH GOD.

TRULY YOURS,

vanessa