my days have been difficult, I feel stress and depress.focusing on my own problem i neglect others. on this day i would like to express my regret and ask for forgiveness for my sin as I'm being ignorant and selfish. Tonight,my prayer go to a dear friend of mine, Rudy. we didn't know each other long (6 days), but the time we spent together is enough for me to call him my brother. He live so far from me and rarely contact me,so i assume he busy. this evening my friend told me Rudy already passed away,i cried. my heart ache, as now i don't have any other chance to spend time together and while he still alive i don't bother to look for him. may you rest in peace as you have face a lot in this world