I'm so having a hard time dealing with life on life's terms. I've been trying my best to live my life according to what God has intended for me, but the discouragement, the disgust, the anger that is in me makes me question my moves. I'm paralyzed from the waist down (temporarily according to doctors), I have prostate cancer (diagnosed last year in April right after my fiance's birthday), and I'm being evicted from what I thought was my home in 6 days. I ask for prayer that this is just the beginning of the blessings God may have for me. I trust God and I believe God and I believe in the power of prayer. Please stand in agreement with me because I'm beginning to finally lose it after holding fast for so long. Becoming very weary. Thanks in advance.