I don't know, I just don't know what is going on. The more I am trusting God , the more he is testing me. It's getting worse by the second. Past few weeks I have just been hanging by the thread and still I see no respite. He makes me see the light at the end of tunnel and then in a flip it's all gone. I am exactly where I started, in the gutter. I am loosing my faith, patience and hope and my mind. Please pray for me. He is not listening to me. Maybe He will listen to you. Thanks.