I am here again asking for prayers and feel guilty for keep asking. I have talked to God and yes I have begged for something that I want in my life. I feel so empty inside and feeling like I don't matter. I am feeling scared inside also about what I have talked/begged God for. I feel so lost and don't want to be anymore. Dear Lord please watch over anyone else that needs prayers here. I thank anyone who reads this and sends prayers. God Bless.