i ask humbly for your prayers so that my life can get better and for no stressful people in my life with their problems my heart can't take any more stress don't need another heart attack need my real children to try start loving on me as their mother and to bring us all closer that is what i''am missing in my life is their love respect and bonding as parent to children as it should be.!!! love is what's hurting and the love from my children i love them all so very much but i get nothing in return.