I have a son who was bullied very badly in high school. He joined the military and served two tours, Afghanistan and other unknown (intelligence unit). My son is fighting a spiritual battle...he posts so many negative things and thoughts, very seldom speaks positive about any thing (even himself), doesn't call his brother or ever write him or his nephew or any other relatives. I never raised him this way and I know it's more than ptsd...it's spiritual...Satan wants so much to destroy him mentally and physically. Now and then that voice will come and say, "why are you still praying. you see nothing's change". But I can't stop praying and will not stop praying. He stays depressed and will open up and talk about things. He strays out at 4 am in a town that has lots of crime. It's just so much I can't began to explain it all. I can only say God knows. I tell him time after time after time that God will not force himself only any one. It's a choice. Please pray that God will move in his own way to open my son's eyes to the truth, which is God - The Way, The TRUTH and The Life