Father I pray for strength. I have negative thoughts, demons that I battle everyday trying to bring me down. I just want to be happy. I just want to have true faith and know everything is going to be okay. I have more bad days and bad moments then good because I constantly forget that life is too short to be unhappy. Enjoy the things and people in my life right now even if they may not be around in the future. I want a good healthy relationship, I want to be the best mother I can be, I want a family that loves each other instead of constant drama and selfish people. I'm tired of the consistent problems I face continuously. I want to be strong enough to just overlook them and just simply be happy no matter what. God please surround with me your light with your love and always be there when I need you. Amen.