I don't want to make a big fuss about me because I know many people on here have suffered far greater than what I am going through. But I am making a plea for prayers because the past 12 years have been so crazy, hard, horrific, and debilitating. I am 26 years old and I feel as if I am in my 80s. I have no purpose, I do nothing, and my body feels broken. And my psyche is following. I can't help but think about checking out if things keep getting worse. Don't worry I am not in immediate danger of self harm. But these thoughts are there because I'm terrified of things never getting better. I just want to be healthy and start to build a life, but sometimes, most of the time, It feels like there is no hope. I feel paralyzed and I am kind of at wit's end. Please send prayers to me, because maybe if enough people send them, I will get better.But like I said many people have been through much worse and they may need god's attention more than me and they probably deserve it more than me too.