i really really need your prayers. My personal and professional life has hit rock bottom and has been the same stagnant for the past 4 years. Things are not improving even by a bit and now I am starting to get physically ill (stomach ulcer/cancer to be diagnosed). Doctors say it's all because of stress but I cant live a stress free life, things are not changing for the past 4 years how can I not think about them? I feel sorry to say this but I don't know why God has abandoned me ? What wrong did I do? My family is suffering coz of me. I am in deep pain mentally, physically & emotionally. I have tried everything, numerous prayers but God is not listening to me. Please pray for me. Please