I've been praying hard for God to help me stop being envious of other people and their blessings, my best friend is expecting her first baby next monh and I know that I need to be just happy for her but I'm really struggling as I no longer beleive I'll ever get married or have children and I no longer beleive that my dreams will come true so I envy people who seem to have it all even tho one or both are very selfish. I pray and read the bible and keep praying for others and my partner if we are meant to be that things will get better but I'm struggling to keep the faith.