Hi everyone,
My name is Robin and for the past four years I've lost everyone on my dads' side of the family. There has been depression and alcoholism. I haven't been put in this situation. I thank god so much for that. However, I've been so low and sad because of the demise of my family members. I truly miss my dad even though we bumped heads a lot. Things just haven't been the same. My heart is filled with grief, anger, and extreme sadness. I feel that god is punishing me for something. I'm not exactly sure. However, I know that god don't put heavy burdens and leave us. I truly love god because he has brought me out of a lot of situations and I'm forever grateful for his mercy. I know that he will bring through my sadness and sorrow as well. God bless each of you. Prayer does changes things. I strongly believe that.