I don't know how to begin. My youngest son who has served as a Marine for 9 years is coming home to stay, which I am very happy about. Over time I have seen symptoms of PTSD in the most heartbreaking ways and his attitude toward life and God is just a little above atheism. I hurt constantly and pray daily. Seems nothing is changing but I continue praying. I hurt for him and know that the devil is feeding off of his insecurities. He refuses to accept counseling and I can't make him. Please pray for my son and my continued faith in God. I feel like I've lost a child to death.