im not sure whats been happening in my life latly i have been sent to the hospital by ambulance twice this week my heart feels like its going to explode im dizzy to the point im going to pass out i feel like im going to die i have never been so scared nothing is showing up in any tests they just send me home im afraid to do anything, i havent stopped praying i have never felt so alone and scared in my life, i have lost my best friend a short while ago shawn another friend just passed away a couple days ago bob and i have 2 other freinds with cancer that are not doing good death has been all around oh and i lost my parents when i was young ,i just dont no anymore ,god help me