I'm missing Ossi today. I'm hoping time apart will allow clarity and understanding of what our feelings are for each other. I love and care for Ossi and praying that God allows us to work together with peace, happiness and companionship for our future. I could see him as my husband, but he is overwhelmed and I don't want to push him away....so I am giving him space?! There have been times where I have said to myself, I deserve better maybe someone more mature that is willing and ready for commitment of marriage. But with the strong feelings for one another I am willing to work on this because I love him.

Thank you~~ Carolyn