Heavenly father I ask that you be with me and my family. I no longer know what to do and I'm at my whits end. All I think of is if I was no around this would be so much better. Those thoughts are getting stronger and stronger in my head. I don't think I can go on. Just don't know what to do. I feel like a total disappointment. Help me Lord to make me stronger to be able to deal with anything that comes my way. I don't sleep anymore. I feel like a zombie just going through the motions. Carrying on every day. Keeping myself busy so that I don't have to think. HELP ME LORD. Amen.