I asked for prayer so many times. I pray, people pray, and we prayed together. My faith and hope are not just weak anymore, they are gone. I'm scared. I don't have one close family or friend that is there for me. Why would God put me here to be alone. The man I loved, prayed for and believed in, left me for someone else. I used to be so Strong always ready to get up and try again. Fight some more. God is gonna get me through the next thing. But, I feel like a carrot is being held over my head on a string and when I reach for it - it's always pulled away. JESUS! PLEASE JESUS!!! HELP ME!!! HELP ME!