I am really thankful that I have been trying to focus more on my God verse my husband. I still think of him. But he is a very broken person - as am I. But I don't want to be mistreated by him anymore. He flirts with anyone who is a woman. I really miss the person he was. I am grieving that person for sure. God, please continue to give me the strength to let go of my husband. I did want restoration but I understand he has free will. I have some needs that he isn't capable of giving me right now - or possibly ever. God please draw closer to me and my children daily! Please even draw closer to Bryan. Let your will be done in his life and my own. Please protect my kids at all costs. Lord please let me have a sound mind and let my boys and I have a peaceful life. Please let Bryan either heal from his intimacy disorder or hit rock bottom so that he can heal from his intimacy disorder. Help me to do well in school & please help me to be able to continue learning American Sign Language. Please help me to have a bright future. Please heal my heart, my husband's heart and by 3 boys' hearts. Please let your will be done.