I ask that Someone pray for me and the well being of my soul, the past couple years have taken a great toll on me mentally, physically, and spiritually especially.
All of the darkness and calamity in this world has brought out a darkness in me that has transformed me into the very thing I never wanted to be, a hateful person...
Recently I have begun using vulgar and abrasive language and words, and have begun picking arguments with those I deem my enemies, I never wanted any of this, I can feel the Toxicity seeping into me and it is causing me to become more and more hostile towards others.
I just want it all to stop, it has begun to cause me to become depressed and begin to wish that I never had eyes, ears, or a tongue.
I want to be the loving and kind person I once was, to bring smiles to many people's faces again.
O Lord, I beg of thee, please cleanse my Mind, Body, Heart, and Soul, and fill me with the Holy and Kind spirit I once had again.
I pray,
in Christ's name
Amen.