I need prayers, my 19 year old is in a correctional institution, and has been since December. What he did was not a good thing, but he didn't hurt anyone. I have never went through this kind of pain before in my life, I have 4 boys and 1 girl and he is my baby boy, they have moved him 4 times, each time further away from me. I am heartbroken and at times I feel I can't breathe, I have never felt like this before, I don't wish that I was dead, but I wish I would not hurt so much. I am 63 years old and none of my kids has experienced anything like this. I have done everything to try to keep my kids from getting to any trouble, it is easy to get into and very difficult to get out. He can get out on judicial release, I have paid a lawyer, just hope he can get out. He got into a fight recently and I hope that does not stop his chances. He told me that if you don't stick up for yourself then everyone will mess with you. I know he understand the consequences of his mistake now, I don't think he will ever want me to go through this again. Please pray that my son will get out. I not living, just existing. He is my life. AMEN