Thank you, Father for your love and mercy. Forgive me of my shortcomings and thank you for helping me make it to the grocery store today. A simple task that has always been for me, but today, it was a great feat. Thank you for my children, they are the only lights in my life right now, aside from you, my beautiful Lord and Savior. I need you now, desperately. I need your guidance and your patience and your love. I have been struggling with so many things these last few months and I hope that you will bring some hope and light into my thoughts. I am suffering health issues and a complete attack on my body because of my mind being uneasy. I am suffering through self-doubt, self-pity, and utter loneliness. I know you are always with me, but in these hard times, I need you more than ever, Father. I am asking for prayers for my health, prayers for my finances, and for my state of mind. Please help me out of this dark place I am in. I try my very best each and every day to be the very best person I can be and over these years of struggle, you have made me a beacon of hope for many of my friends. Even to complete strangers, I have been blessed to be an inspiration. I don't feel this now. I feel failure and heartache and loneliness and feeling of depression and THIS IS NOT ME, LORD! Please bring me back to a peaceful state of mind. Please watch over and guide my children, family, and friends and please help me feel whole again. I thank you for each day, the ability to be able to see and hear and experience and feel the beauty all around me. I love you, my one and only Father. I thank You from the bottom of my heart, Lord. Please bless those who take the time to read this and pray for me, I would do the same for them. Praise Jesus. Amen.