I am struggling so much right now . My husband is not a believer. He has serious health issues that, when combined with the pain meds he is given, makes him a less than pleasant person. He is extremely stubborn and often talks down to me about how "I am". I'm to sensitive, I take things to personally, a lot of how I perceive things is in my head, even going so far as to inform me I'm crazy. He is so negative about my oldest daughter and won't listen to anything I have to say about our daughter. I am so unhappy. I know on some level I've started to check out of my marriage because I'm just so broken by how I'm treated, and I know that's not right. But he's made it clear he has no use for God and no intention of changing. So I'm left feeling so alone and hurt all the time. I need God to show me what to do. I am so lost.