For the past few days, I had been struggling with MGLL. He had been distant from me, ignoring me and my efforts to reach out. Yesterday, I asked God if I should give him up but when I woke up this morning, I was remindend that love doesn't give up. More often than not, God gives me a sign or a definite no. Instead of a no, I was reminded to extend my patience. To widen my understanding. To stay when he tries pushing away. I was reminded to love him as how I wanted my self to be loved. I want to ask God to heal us both. For him to be brave enough to face me and tell me that I matter too. For him not to give up because things are hard. For him to unlearn his selfish ways and learn the right kind of love, unconditional, patient, kind and understanding. I hope that God will restore our relationship, with Him as the center. I hope that he will be reminded of that special connection God gave us. Please pray for me and him, specially him who is pushing me away and ignoring me. It hurts but it hurts more to give him up. I know his scars and his hurt. All his life he's giving things up unselfishly because if their selfish tradition. I hope that God will free from that selfishness and that he will give him love. In Jesus name, we will be able to be together with God in our relationship at the end of this day. For God restores the broken and heals every relationship. In Jesus mightiest name, AMEN!!!