I am praying for myself I am still having a time with missing Bud when I am alone I just sit and then start crying everyone say's it goes away I went to see my doctor and he said I don't think yours will for different reasons . But wit God's help I do better now if people around and I talk about him if I cry to bad they can walk away R.I.P Bud . The other thing is I fell and broke my hip and left hand and of course Arthur had to come along their are other people worse then me so I know God is trying to get me going again . And with his help and prayers I will do better . If anyone has time please pray for me Martha Jenkins Amen.