I'm having problems with my inner, troubles in my soul. I have nightmares about evil deeds that were made for me. My life is stagnant and besides my problems, I have the problems of the people I know and care about, but that I can not solve. Sometimes it gives me despair when I face reality. And I do not see anything changing in my life. Every day I become more discouraged, unmotivated, saddened and unwell. I have stomach pains, nausea, malaise, but I know it's emotional. I need the strength, the grace, the blessing of God and the prayers of you. I want to continue in the church, I want to keep getting involved with missions, I want to continue to get involved with intercession and prayers for people and nations, but it has been very difficult because of my emotional state. Unemployment, difficulty in relationships, compromised health, no emotional support from family or friends, no money. I feel no way out. Very alone. I do not want to die physically and spiritually. Thank you all and God bless us all in Jesus'name.