Please come along side my family. I'm struggling some days just to feel like I have it together with our 1 child. The decision has been made that we are going to take in 2 kids from our extended family who are in state care at this time and needing permanent placement. I am feeling so broken about this. I know they need us. I know they need a future they've never been even offered before, but so deserve. But it's beyond me. I am terrified and don't know what to do. The commitment has been made and final steps are being taken to do all the state requires so the kids can be placed with us. I'm just so afraid and wish I could take it all back. I want to do God's will for my life, and especially for the lives of these kids. I just don't know if I can... Please pray.